an audition

three candidates who tried for the position in my diary #26

1. perfect!

2. looks like Euna my friend

3. looks too old to be me

*lesson

black clothes does make you look skinnier

천생연분

쏘리쏘리

Animal

Hye-won is 13 year old friend I met through church.

and I am looking for a Christmas gift for her.

It's our second Christmas.

time flies!

I asked her what she wants

and she replied

-cookies

-a Panda doll

while I was thinking of all the useful things she could use

being a child that she is

she tells me she just simply wants a doll 

so I and my husband went to "Toys r us"

but we weren't too happy with the Panda doll they had..

I found a super cute Panda doll on the internet though!

looks like a pooh bear in disguise

ㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡ

Shopping for her gift makes me wanna have another doll

and I already know what I want

1. Hamster doll

I've been wanting those so bad

but I had done some research

only to find out the company doesn't make them anymore :(

2. rabbit blankie

I know I could never have it unless I had a baby..

because I don't want you to think I am crazy or something

-ㅅ-..

so unfair....

3. another teddy bear

4.rabbit

I know I know

nobody asked

also they'll be the last thing I need at the moment

because I am not 13 years old

I need to get myself a pair of winter boots instead of some dolls

this is very sad

ㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡ

soft teddies and rabbits, they are my favorite animal dolls

 my favorite real animals are of course hamsters,

cats, Meerkats, flamingos, horses, mini penguins,  dolphins

and all the cat families like

tigers, lions, leopards, cheetahs and jaguars.

my favorite animal drawings and sculptures are

giraffes and elephants

I really do have things for drawings of those two.

How to Draw an Elephant 

http://www.englishpool.net/blog/index.php?d=10&m=03&y=08#.ULLmQORg9yw

http://favim.com/image/533450/

or this 

or this ?

Snoopy

시

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